behind this calm exterior
beats a heart filled with terror,
fear, responsibility;
overwhelmed, tired, tearful, so weary.
poorly again, full of cold, sore throat, up since 3am
Mum not coping with her grief and drowning in loneliness
Son not coping with his life and drowning in self pity
trying to cope for us all and failing
it’s not a burden but it is a heavy load
are you close Lord, are you??
are you there??
I can’t feel you today but I don’t stop looking, waiting, praying
I need to feel the protection of your ‘wings’ above me
to feel the reassurance of your all encompassing love
are those your footprints in the sand?
a moment of silence is all I need
silence to just ‘be’
to just ‘be’
just ‘be’
‘be’
“Be still and know that I am God” ~ Pslam 46:10
Praying His peace for you Sharon
Just let go, you don’t have to be responsible
much love xx
He is there in every kind word spoken to you and every act of kindness, however small or life changing it is, He is there. Strength comes from within and faith is the force behind it. Looking for footprints is not needed it’s like looking for the wind, you can never see it but can feel it through your whole being; always knowing it’s there and feeling it’s presence trying to grasp it and falling through your fingers. God is here with us all in every day in our lives. Dont look for the morning breeze just feel itbrush past you in that special momment knowing He is here.
That is very profound and beautiful ~ thank you Dave. xx